yeah yeah its a mockingjay pin. i know.
i had a panic attack in the middle of class and had to just like bolt out of there and for some reason i was just like "ok i have to take blog pictures now" so here you go. i honestly think i'm just overwhelming myself because i'm trying to take on the world and sometimes that makes me happy and productive and sometimes that makes me feel crushed under everything and i'm not really sure how to balance it out. i had really bad anxiety in middle and high school and was "okay" for a while, it was back last school year but then it seemed better and now it's getting worse. i dont want to go back on medication because its really hard to be creative when youre drugged out of your little mind.
i know i'm going to be ok i just have to listen to the beach boys and do some hula hooping.