you treat me like a stranger and it feels so rough

 i just made these flower headbands! i was more excited about the daisies but i think i kinda like the other one better.

oof you know i hate lana del rey but that flower crown she wears is forever sexy.

eyeholes in a paper bag--greatest lay i ever had

 i seriously think i have a camera curse, my slr camera's lens is fucked up and so now i can only use the zoom lens (which i can't back up fucking far enough to take outfit shots with because my apartment is too damn small) and i tried to take these with my shitty little digital and they all came out super blurry for some reason, so shitty webcam once again it is. 

 unicorn shirt makin me look faaaat

 hay

 hay

oo gurl hay

xoxo

mouse

blog it out

more bitches more problems

god i wish my ex would stop causing me problems. heyyy i'm tryin to move on and he still manages to cut my afternoon plans off and then just not fucking show up when i'm trying to get rid of all his shit that is still at my apartment.

but i'm going to go like hula hoop for an hour and try to clean my floor.

sorry about the lack of real posts, i seriously have like a staph infection on my face and every time i try to take pictures i'm like "oh god the alien life form that is my head"

also my hair went flat

halp

xoxo

mouse

finally leaving heartbreak hotel

i somehow convinced myself that i wasn't ever going to be happy, ever again.

here are some things that i have done in the past few days:

1. organized my financial situation so that i am confident that i can a) continue to get what i want and b) not completely fuck myself over financially

2. scrubbed my kitchen floor

3. cleaned out the area behind my bed that was just full of shit and nonsense which was actually really disappointing in the end because looking at my room you can't really tell anything's different because it was all behind my bed (duh), but at least i got it done and there is no longer a black hole down there

4. went to bed at a decent hour

5. had no nightmares

6. had fun

7. mangled my bangs (fringe)

8. gone blonde, which i thought i would never ever EVER do

9. remembered to take my birth control which is partially covered by my health insurance (pissing rush limbaugh off every day at 5:30 since high school)

10. worn the same pair of tights three times in very close succession 

11. put a huge rhinestone sticker mess on my phone 

i just want to tell you how thankful i am for all of you. i know this is not the most popular blog in the world but everyone who comes here and reads my shit and looks at my pictures and says nice things (or even mean things) means a lot to me. i have my highs and lows (in case that isn't fucking obvious) but this is definitely a high point. there was a realization somewhere in the past few days that was something along the lines of "i don't need all this unnecessary fuckabout in my life" and that was that, and now for the first time in like eight months i am actually cleaning my apartment (as opposed to just picking up) and really getting my shit together and feeling like yes, this is what i have to do, and this is gonna be great. 

xoxo

mouse

i'm hot, sticky sweet from my head to my feet

 i hate that crimped hair never comes through in my webcam.

 dress from nastygal, bustier from strawberry

xoxo

mouse

lipstick?!

what do you guys think? i like never wear lipstick but i kinda like it. it's from e.l.f. and only cost a few dollars

xoxo

mouse

honnouncement

i have lowered

slashed

dramatically decreased

the prices in my etsy store!

click these words ya little shits

love yalls

dancing on a friday night

 when i walked out of my apartment this morning there were a bunch of photographers there and they all started taking pictures of me.

i figure i'm either being private investigated--but not very privately--or i am famous and someone forgot to tell me.

xoxo

mouse

here are some things that i acquired

rmapps shirt from urban outfitters (on sale)

guys i just... really love robert mapplethorpe 

sunglasses from ebay

i look like a weirdo 

idk

idc

xoxo

mouse

the hunger games!

So last night I went to see the Hunger Games. At midnight. In New York City. Yeah, it was pretty brutal, and I had to sit in like the third row, but it was so super good.

I thought it was true enough to the books without being annoying in its detail. I'm not a huge fan of movies--I don't have that kind of attention span, and usually when I'm watching a movie I have to be doing something else like blogging or tumbling or texting (not in the theatre, obviously). This is the first movie I saw in theatres since, I think, the second part of the seventh Harry Potter the second time I went to see it, which was on my birthday, which is the same as Harry Potter's birthday... I know. 

I'm going to try to keep this as spoiler-free as possible for y'all, I don't want you to be taking a leisurely read of my blog and being all like OH SHIT I DIDN'T WANT TO READ THAT

Okay. So. As mentioned previously, terrible attention span. Two and a half hour movie. Wasn't bored once. Loved it. I went with someone who hadn't read the books, and she seemed to like it as well, which in my opinion is definitely a good sign. It's a low-budget movie, and some of the camera angles are super shaky, which bothered me at first but then didn't as much when I got into it. 

The love triangle wasn't set up in too much detail at the beginning, but that actually led to some hilarious moments during the cave scene where they would cut back to Gale watching from District 12 with a really disappointed face and every time the whole theatre would just burst into laughter. It was pretty seriously comical. Effie had some really good, really funny lines that weren't in the book, which I liked--she was played really well. Woody Harrelson is a fucking genius among men, so Haymitch was kind of amazing. 

I wasn't a huge fan of Josh Hutcherson in general but as soon as his character was chosen in the Reaping he had this look on his face that was totally shocked and just... perfect and I fell in love with him as an actor (totally not attracted to him still, but whatever). Jennifer Lawrence on the other hand is perfect and flawless and I am in love with her completely. There's one scene where they focus in on her mouth and I was just all up in there creepin because I am hugely into girls at the best of times and when Jennifer Lawrence's lips are involved it gets even worse.

I think my favourite tribute was actually Cato--the final scene with him was pretty amazing. 

So.

Yknow.

This has been me interrupting my blog to give you a minor fangirl review of a movie meant for people about four years younger than me.

xoxo

mouse

if there's a prize for rotten judgement, i guess i've already won that. no man is worth the aggravation, it's ancient history--been there, done that.

 I WILL CHEAT ON YOU shirt from unif via dollskill

modcloth skirt

urban outfitters tights

oh god its an awful sentiment but i love the shirt and its really comfy and yo-landi visser has it

mmm mm do yall like how messy my room is

me too

xoxo

mouse

dark in the city, night is a wire. steam in the subway, earth is afire

the lesson here is "when i want something i make it happen"

i studded these shorts myself! i was dying for lavender shorts and couldnt find them anywhere... then found them at goodwill. the whole outfit is from goodwill actually.

i also dont think i will ever, ever, ever take off this vest, this choker, or the headband.

ever.

xoxo

mouse

youre too fucking blonde

boom bitches

xoxo

mouse

mouse where have you been

sooo sorry i've been so bad with posting/commenting! spring break took over my life :P back to nyc and back to normal now!

quick updates:
i am sweating my face off (shouldnt have worn my leather jacket to morning class...)
i am in the midst of cleaning (still and forever)
i am suddenly weirdly obsessed with religious iconography especially pagan and magical and christian even though i am forever an atheist jew

i got a new camera so now i can make more videos aaaand (maybe) take better pictures

uuuuh... i think thats about it! i promise i'll be back on the regular soon!

xoxo

mouse

"because i don't want to end up living in a dive on vine" she'd do anything for a dime

oh my god my roots need to go away

xoxo

mouse

beware the ides of march

 it's spring break and i'm back in pennsylvania

LOOK AT ME I'M WEARING RELIGIOUS ICONOGRAPHY

xoxo

mouse

all i ever wanted, all i ever needed is here in my arms

 i havent worn this denim vest before today but i think its gonna happen more

 oh man i had a coney island adventure today it was super funnn

this is the first time i have remembered my sunglasses in a long time and now i can't remember to take them off my head

 trynna show off my glitter butterfly necklaces

can't stop listening to this

won't stop listening to this

xoxo

mouse