the issue of height

 sorry for all the weird random pictures. it is sort of hard to find pictures that appropriately illustrate my height 

also sorry for all the random pixelation, i have this weird paranoia about blogging pictures with people i know, because i wonder whether they know about my blog and if they do if they're upset about me posting pictures of them or if they don't if they would be if they knew and augh so that's why

 look im taller than a dalek!

 hanging out with someone taller than me at a hookah place

dressed like a hooker

HOOKAH HOOKER

 halloween thing w a bunch of people and also looking scared

"scared" is sort of my default photo face

prom!

so here is the thing.

i am six feet tall.

it is kind of weird.

i know it's not THAT unusual to be six feet tall but... well, honestly, it kind of is. everyone thinks they want to be super tall, and the thing is

it's kind of great.

but it's also kind of not.

i can reach things-i am the tallest person in my family-i am very easily noticed (the hair helps, too)

but it is kind of weird explaining to everyone that no i cannot be a model because i am not thin enough (height is not all that matters)

plus my face isn't quite right

i have been asked to model multiple times but i am sort of intimidated. i don't really have the confidence. maybe i will get there.
last time i was at my dad's place he told me he needed a lightbulb changed and it turned out he had saved it specially for my visit.

and everyone thinks they're super creative when they tell me i should play volleyball or basketball

when in reality i am much more likely to be hit in the face with a volleyball or a basketball than anything else

due to extremely poor hand eye coordination.

also where all the tall bois and gurls at

certainly not around here.
i can't wear heels without feeling like i'm going to smash tokyo.

the first thing anyone says about me about 75 percent of the time is "wow you're tall"

yes dear i have been quite tall for a while now i am maybe aware of this.

also getting clothes to fit is weird. but that might just be how i'm shaped. since i'm so limby sleeves and pants hems are often off.

i'm learning to love it. it's definitely easier in new york city than in pennsylvania.

xoxo

mouse