"bad things happen to sunshine people, too, you know."

so it's my second week of classes and i think starting school again is the best thing that could happen to me.

it means i'm not just sitting here moping feeling sorry for myself.

i have things that i have to do and i have to wake up and get dressed and be clean and put on make-up and smile

and i love that. thank god for routine.

last year was a really tough year for me. a lot of shit happened that i won't get into

and i know, i fucking hate when people do that whole "bad stuff happened but i don't wanna talk about it" thing, too, but i also don't want to take an emotional shit on the internet, so if you'd like to hunt me down and talk to me about it i'd be happy to explain. my email and stuff is on my profile. if you have me on other social networks there you go.

i'm not really sure why i'm typing this all out but whatever. this is my blog i do what i want 

i've been going back and forth on this blog for more than a year but right now i'm pretty happy with it, i know i don't have a ton of commenters and followers but it's more than i ever expected to have and it makes me really happy, everyone reading this is great and all your comments make me smile.

i'm getting back to somewhere i am happy. i know i just have to keep going, keep my head up.

this year's gonna be a good year.

and it's almost 1/12th over! holy shit.

i love you all. 

xoxo

mouse