"we only said goodbye with words"

i've been looking through some of the older--and even not so old--posts on this blog.

i don't feel like that girl anymore.

sure, my hair colour is different (which i haven't talked about... it's blue and purple but i think i'll be going back to red soon. it suits me better and feels more comfortable) but for some reason it just doesn't feel like that.

so much has changed in the past month and some of it was good and some of it was bad.

all of it made sense and all of it had to happen to get me to where i am now.

i'm still without my precious mac (more than a month now... it's withdrawal) but i'm finally starting to care how i dress again

mostly because i haven't been drinking all day every day

so maybe i can coerce the boyfriend into taking some nice shots with the nikon.

also i don't know if i'm going to reach anyone interested through this, but i'm looking to sell a 1991-ish canon eos700 film camera, great condition with two lenses, its own case with a film pocket, and a bunch of lens filters. i'm looking for about 400 for all of it.

if you or anyone you know would like it please let me know.

xoxo

mouse